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[beagle]

sorry reg,chil,bridge.

[Chillgirl]

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Beagle - Im so sorry you are feeling so bad, I dont know your circumstances and Reggie obviously does. When we feel this desperate its difficult to see anything other than the blackness but thats just an illusion, its not how it really is. Focus on something good about your life and if there is just one thing that you can do today to make it better -DO IT! No matter how small, take a step today towards something positive.

[byebyebridgetjones]

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I'm really glad you're not drinking Beags.
Not where we're heading at all, you and I.

Just a thought. Can you get out of there for a while ?
Do you have someone who's a comfort, hopefully a positive sort of a person that you might stay with for a while. Just get some distance from that bleak farm situation while your bac etc kicks in and you sort your schedule out.

[lil.michelle]

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Hi, not sure whats happening but anything i can do to help? I'm always here
*big hugs*

[fennel]

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I hope you're okay, beagle. :l

[Doggygirl]

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Not sure of the details Beagle, but just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you and hoping you are doing OK. Let me know if there is anything I can do to help.

DG

[betty boop]

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Beagle, I am here for you too .............

Love & Hugs, BB xxx

[Chillgirl]

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beagle;1002441 wrote: sorry reg,chil,bridge.

Beagle I hope you are ok darlin, sending you love :l

[mama bear]

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I am here too Beagle.....

[beagle]

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thank you everyone.
1stly, i deleted the post as i'm tired of seeming like an attention seeking drama queen, i'm sure there are plenty of good people out there who simply roll their eyes heavenwards & go "oh ffs....". i don't wish to be seen that way.
so thanks for not demeaning me. they're my feelings & whether i should feel them or not, well, they're there.
2ndly, this is the only place i can go. i don't talk to anyone, nor is there anyone TO talk to. so this is it - my emotional outlet. for those who don't know me (actually, none of you do) or my situation, it sounds melodramatic, but it is true. simple.
3rdly, you are all making my life richer by being here for me. know that. i am in deep need of you all & being aware of your support is making a difference.
4thly, i have just read starty's post & i am in humble awe of that phenomenal lady.

do i need help? oh yes.
can i get help ? next week - Thurs actually. long time away.

so i come on here to get it, & you all lovingly give it. thanks. i'll try not to blubber & snot on you all.

[Doggygirl]

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I'm not sure what's going on for you Beagle, but I'm around tonight and willing to listen if you want to share.

DG

[Miss Behaving]

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Hi Beagle,

in tonight if you want to call. But heading for zzzzzzs about 9pm our time.

I was wondering if you wanted to do that spa over here???? It can be arranged!

[Tabbers (a.k.a. KTAB)]

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Thinking of you Beagle. Hang in there.

[mama bear]

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ya know Beagle...I was just thinking...if you can get here, come to Florida! I am currently unemployed with nothing but time on my hands and I would love some company. I even have a cat with an eye infection that you could look at!!
I AM BEING ABSOLUTELY SERIOUS.....a getaway may be what you need and we can hang and and play tourist or just lie around and watch movies all day....
think about it...
Jan

[Mish]

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Mama you are such a darling. I've tried to get Beagle to visit me as I'm only a few hours away in the big smoke.:h