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[Want to Stop]

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Keep in mind, I am only on day 2. I did manage 35 days AF before I fell again. It is so interesting that someone said our minds forget about the bad times. The people in my life can not fathom how I could forget the bad times to allow myself to take another drink. Frankly, me either. It seems inconceivable. However, it happened to me over and over again. I truly believe that my brain has been affected to the point that rational thought is all but impossible when the cravings take over. The only thing I can cling to in those times is God and my loved ones. I pray for strength for you.
I simply am taking it one hour at a time! I have made it until 2:00pm and have not drank today. That is fantastic for me and I am grateful.
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[InChains]

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dammit missyabby i had convinced myself that you could not mix brandy with coffee... now I'm gonna start considering that in the mornings... god what a mess to make of my life haha

[missyabby1]

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Sorry bout that! It tastes awful so don't even think about it! :H

[spacebebe01]

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Hi sorry to repeat this but GET RID OF ALL THE ALCOHOL OUT OF THE HOUSE, it doesnt matter whose it is or why its there get rid of it today, that is the best thing you can do for yourself right now, then, you can stop thinking and obsessing about it and start planning your escape from misery with a clearer and more optimistic head.