Feel like killing myself
Daya, first I have to say that you did amazingly well on getting through the weekend with so little to drink and :goodjob: on tossing that wine down the drain.
I'm sorry for not posting earlier on this thread. Some of us get tied up in the other sections and threads like yours fall through the floorboards, so to speak. And they shouldn't.
I really can't add much to the advice the others have given here since they've pretty well said it all. I just wanted to say that the change in your mind set is tangible (your word
) and it is heartening to see such a positive change in such a few days. Hold on to what you're feeling now. Maybe print out the second half of your post where you list the things you've realized after your sober weekend. Have it somewhere to remind you how you're feeling right now at times when you may be struggling. Wishing you the best of luck on your journey, and as Beagle said, I hope you never go back to that dark place. :huggy
BTW - that part about the magazine's back cover made me laugh right out loud....
Daya, first I have to say that you did amazingly well on getting through the weekend with so little to drink and :goodjob: on tossing that wine down the drain.
I'm sorry for not posting earlier on this thread. Some of us get tied up in the other sections and threads like yours fall through the floorboards, so to speak. And they shouldn't.
I really can't add much to the advice the others have given here since they've pretty well said it all. I just wanted to say that the change in your mind set is tangible (your word
) and it is heartening to see such a positive change in such a few days. Hold on to what you're feeling now. Maybe print out the second half of your post where you list the things you've realized after your sober weekend. Have it somewhere to remind you how you're feeling right now at times when you may be struggling. Wishing you the best of luck on your journey, and as Beagle said, I hope you never go back to that dark place. :huggyBTW - that part about the magazine's back cover made me laugh right out loud....
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