Ive been up here time after time saying I was going to stop and I haven't been successful. I feel completely miserable about this. Ive never written one on this forum because I don't think I have ever felt this crappy. Both about todays condition and this addiction.
Bought the Kudzu - afraid to take it regularly. Does it help with hangovers?? Have the Vale book and am reading it but I really need to stop now - not later when I finish the book. I have several people around me suggesting AA (only because I confessed my little secret to them) one's a shrink and I'm off to see him this AM.
Has anyone had successful results with AA or is it a constant struggle? I ask this because 20 years ago I quit ethanol, and literally put it behind me - I want to do that again - just forget about it and not even think about it. I think Vales book goes that way. He and I and Alan Carr are on the same page regarding this stuff. I wish they had a clinic in the states, I'd be there. Whereas I get the impression that AA is replacing one thing with another. I don't want to replace AL I want to obliterate it.
Here I am again kids. ANy help - suggestions - support needed please.
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