i feel a bit selfish lately because i have not posted-
the fantastic words of encouragement have not left me since i have last posted about this- for those of you that have seen it.
anyway just to update- i have been to a councellor-who then passed on the name of a lovely lady who has been in recovery for 15 years.
well what an inspiration this lady is-i have been to 6 AA meetings-to be honest i felt intimitidated because i saw and met the most genuine people there- they were so warm and welcoming-- you would never meet them when i was drinking!
i know this is not for everyone - i actually got scared- i did not go this week- the only way i can describe is that i feel humbled by them- i suppose it is because they have a lot of recovery under their belt-
my court dat is wednesday morning 19th october-it was adjorned- at 10.30
i will face it- i have a lot of advise from alcohol councillers etc it is a blessing in disguise that i didnt hurt anyone but i feel so humilited as well,
i live in the "community judgement yummy mummy's" driving thier 4x4 and are"just dropping in to the courthouse for support" community---
wish me luck
love to all x
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