Last night was a very very close call with AL. The cravings were very intense when I was making supper. I kept thinking I love this peppermint tea I am drinking but really I was thinking "no what you really want is a cold beer". And as much as I tried to enjoy the tea I couldn't. I found myself getting weaker and weaker. Almost salavating for the beer.
I knew it wasn't me thinking but the Beast talking no, SCREAMING in my head.
So I tried something I have never done before (but read it in the Tool box thread). I tried to ride out the urge, urge surfing. I read it before and thought "That will never work, the cravings will just keep getting worse all night long..."
But I tried it anyway and kept drinking the tea.
AND....I kept thinking about
Scenario #1 - Tomorrow after having a sober night
Or Scenario #2 - Tomorrow after a beer binge.
I went with #1 and tomorrow which is now today was FANTASTIC!!
Phew. It was really hard in the moment. But like the tool box says, the urge ACTUALLY fades away. Something I figured would just get stronger actually disolved. Thank goodness.
And I also made sure I ate right away with the family so the urge was completely killed for the night! Very happy to have made it through that one!
Hope this helps others
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