hello

[Bella]

is anyone there. i just need an ear. xxx bella Amanda

[Rusty]

hello

Hey Bella:welcome:

What can I help with?

[Bella]

hello

i need to telll someome what my now dead brother did. i keep phoning the samaritans. its killing me. it dosent matter though my day to day life. i rub my chin and take another sip. its killing me. i cant do anything about it. why? because im british. stiff upper lip. im fucked. i need help, its my problem...git springs to mind

[Rusty]

hello

Sorry you're going through this, Bella. Drinking will only make you feel worse....because it's such a depressant. Even if you can't get ahold of someone....write down what your brother did....it's a good way to vent. Stick with us.

[Bella]

hello

thaanku

[Bella]

hello

ive done that ...wot he did..it doesent matter

[Bella]

hello

have i got someone here

[Bella]

hello

ive let my husband down. u no wot i dont care

[Bella]

hello

hes a control freak

[Bella]

hello

help

[available]

hello

hi bella and welcome. there is always someone here but depending on the time zone. Have you tried the newbies thread there seems to be someone there all the time that can give u good advice.
I hope things start to settle down for you and you get your life on track

[Rusty]

hello

Bella,

I think you should call someone so that you're not by yourself....but please do yourself a favor and put your drink down.

[Bella]

hello

im not big into men. my brother died. he fucked my mother up. he plastic bagged himself, xxx

[slowly sinking]

hello

Do you need to talk?

[mama bear]

hello

I am here too