Is there any hope for me? Shaking and covered in unexplained bruises. I don't actually want a drink but I feel I need one to stop the shakes. I have never felt this messed up and I just can't cope. I need to sort myself out for going back to work tomorrow, I am really scared of what will happen if I drink and what will happen if I don't. :upset::upset:
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Hi Broken halo, Yes there is hope for you. I don't know much about your background with drinking. Do you feel that you can detox safely, without going into withdrawl? If not, then you should get some real medical advice. There is nothing to lose by quitting drinking. That fear about never being able to drink again is an illusion, and it kept me from seriously quitting for many years. I think it is related to the anxiety of a hangover, a very primitive part of your brain going without something it is dependant on. One way or another, you can do this, and it is worth fighting for."When you have faults, do not fear to abandon them." Analects of Confucius
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Thanks Pine. Up until today I thought I could detox safely, now I am not so sure. I really want this madness to stop.Whatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it! ~ GoetheComment
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Broken how much do you typically drink?Comment
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Broken Halo-
I feel for you. I know exactly where you are at right now. I've been there many times myself....everything from the shaking to being covered in bruises and thinking "What the hell did I do to myself?"
Can you share a little more of your history? (I'm sorry if it's posted somewhere else and I just haven't seen it). How much do/did you drink (last night for example?) For how long have you been drinking?:heart:I love my daughter more than alcohol:heart:
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I can relate to, getting up at 6 AM and taking two big chugs of rum to stop the shakes and feel better.. Wishing you luck halo!Comment
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OK, I drank a bottle of wine, about half a bottle of gin, and some port. Not proud of it. Tonight I had about a half bottle of bacardi just to settle myself. It's almost 2 am, I can't sleep, I won't drink anymore because I need to work tomorrow. I am just a disaster and i am sorry. I really don't have anywhere else to say this.Whatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it! ~ GoetheComment
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Hi Halo,
Good to hear you want to stop the madness. See a doctor or get to a hospital for some support if you're worried. Let us know how you go. You are not alone in this.
Edit: I've just read your above post saying it's 2.00 a.m. and you're working tomorrow. Is it possible to take the day off and see a Doc to help you de-tox? Take care and keep us posted, ok?
Best wishes, G-bloke.
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I can't G. But thanks for saying I am not alone. Right now I needed that. I'll be all right, just wish I could sleep. Thanks againWhatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it! ~ GoetheComment
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Broken, you are definitely not alone right now. I am trying yet again myself tonight. I know how the lack of sleep feels. (((hugs)))Comment
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Hugs to you Piper, I feel so isolated, it helps :h:hWhatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it! ~ GoetheComment
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Unfortunately the sleep disturbance that booze creates might be something you are just going to have to tough out for now until your body de-toxes and begins the healing process. But if you are concerned, a doctor might be able to help you through these next few days. Do you have a partner or friend who can support you there?broken halo;1234594 wrote: I can't G. But thanks for saying I am not alone. Right now I needed that. I'll be all right, just wish I could sleep. Thanks again
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Well, gotta fly. Thinking of you Halo.
Can you get yourself distracted by reading, or maybe watching a movie to take your mind off things?
Keep us posted. See you.
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hugs PiperWhatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it! ~ GoetheComment
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You are definitely not alone Halo. People from around the world are supporting you and sending strength and positive energy to help you through this. You can do this. Stick around here and keep posting. :lComment
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