She has given me many chances, i think i may have pushed it way too far now. she is a non drinker and when i drink i get drunk. I love her and my son, but everynow and then i have had the urge to drink so i do and it gets messy.
I'm now at the beginning again of sobriety, day 1 today, i will keep sober hopefully.
I've been a drinker for 8 years, relapsed counless times saying im gonna stop, then i will begin drinking again days later. I've been in many troubles due to alcohol, last night was loud music and not remembering the whole night.
Felt like death this morning, heart racing felt like it was going to jump out my chest. I'm now at that lonely place again, missing my son and partner, its devasting to think that this drug has the biggest hold on me.
bless me please as im desperate for help.
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