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    Hello Everyone,

    Wow, it's so nice to read your posts and wow a big hug of thanks for your support. Welcome back Balboa45 and congrats on your AF days. Welcome Mein and I agree, please don't beat yourself up, we all had our struggles and a BIG WELCOME hug to you. I can totally relate to the "depression" too, slowly but surely I am getting through it. Janice, it's always such a pleasure reading your posts, it's like I am almost there, you write so well. Hope the trip with your Mom goes well and have a great time with your daughter. LOL, I too, guilty of the chocolates..LOL, my mind says well you are not drinking, so have that cookie. That's why I do these running events, it keeps me in check as far as being disciplined. Ishybit, nice to see you back and glad that you are doing well. I haven't experienced ALOT of outings, where there will be drinking, glad to hear that now you feel comfortable say NO. There was an incident in September, where I was kind of pressured to drink but I didn't and wow it felt great, talk about taking control and the feeling of power with in myself...wahoo. TDN, how long do you have to the Intoxlock? Sausage, how are you? SL, a big hug to you and keeping you in my thoughts. Hi Hippyman : ) Change, thank you so much for you funny words of support....I laughed when I read it...too funny LOL!!!!!

    I am doing okay, been sending my resume to places and the good part is at least I am still working, so there no stress in trying to find something. I want to take my time in finding the right place and this time, to find a company that offers benefits. Luckily, the job postings have been offering benefits and better pay, so it won't be long before I find something better for me. Til then, I need to just be there to work and ignore the "cliques". Yipppppppee and yikes at the same time, my half marathon is this SUNDAY....eeeeeeeek...LOL I am nervous and excited at the same time. I can't wait to be at that START line at 7:30am and wow what a EMOTIONAL feeling at the FINISH line. I get REALLY, REALLY, teary eyed. There has been weather reports of rain, yikes, that's okay I have a nice sporty rain coat. The Carlsbad Half Marathon (the one I am running on Sunday) will be one of three runs that I will be doing this year to qualify for the Triple Crown medal. I will be running the La Jolla Half marathon in April and American's Finest Half marathon in August to get that Triple Crown medal, this is one of many things on my BUCKET list.

    Do you guys have a bucket list? Care to share with us what is?

    Anywho, it's late for me and I have to get myself to bed. You guys are awesome and I am so happy to read all your post, it always puts a loving smile on my face. You are in my prayers and I so appreciate you taking the time to write your thoughts, your honesty, your support and your lives.

    I will check back in on Saturday night from the hotel...wow I can't believe this Sunday will be here soon.

    Lots of hugs,
    Janet
    AF 274
    AF Since May 2nd 2012

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      Quick check in just to say Good Luck, Janet!!! I can just imagine how good it will feel to complete the half marathon!! Will be there in spirit with you. And great that you are getting your resume out there. Makes the present job doable for the time being.

      Have a great AF day, everyone!

      TDN
      "One day at a time."

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        Hello I love the positivity of this thread. Im about to hit 30 days tomorrow and feel very grateful to be waking up clear and free of the personal emancipation that is alcohol abuse. A long way to go but feeling as though there is no turning back, my life is no longer one long tragic melodrama of self loathing, sickness and shattered nerve ends. Its been running longer than daze of our lives!!! Sending every one good wishes and a AF life.
        Mal

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          Mal O' Drama;1450613 wrote: Hello I love the positivity of this thread. Im about to hit 30 days tomorrow and feel very grateful to be waking up clear and free of the personal emancipation that is alcohol abuse. A long way to go but feeling as though there is no turning back, my life is no longer one long tragic melodrama of self loathing, sickness and shattered nerve ends. Its been running longer than daze of our lives!!! Sending every one good wishes and a AF life.
          Mal
          Welcome Mal! You will like it here. Congrats on your 30 days AF. Keep us posted on how you are doing. Today is day 24 for me and I'm hoping to double that. Does feel good to wake up and not be sick, doesn't it.

          Later, B-45

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            Just wanted to say:welcome: Mal, and great job on the AF time!
            B-45, congarts on your 24 days! That's wonderful
            "One day at a time."

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              Good morning everyone and a warm welcome to Mein Sonnenschein and Mal O'Drama...good to have you on board.

              Mein, I can so relate to the "depressed-drink-depressed-drink" cycle...something I got myself into after dad died and my mam's illness. Do you do any form of exercise?? Because for me that really helped and I'm sure I would have been on meds if it hadnt been for my swimming (and running while it lasted gave me the most amazing feeling, shame my knees didnt feel the same way)!! Even if its a daily walk, get it into your "plan" and you will soon find you will be focusing on that rather than the next drink. I also agree with TDN, try and read as much as you can on here because some of the stories will really inspire and motivate you and make you think "I want a piece of that"! I know it did with me. We get ourselves into this "habit" which has such a strong hold over us and I am convinced thats what it becomes for many of us rather than us being "alcoholics". We dont realise it at the time but we ARE in control. Also, watch the "Rain in my Heart" Documentaries on General Discussion. Please please please stay with us no matter how you are doing because it really does help having the encouragement and support of others who know exactly how you are feeling.

              Mal, you should have hit your 30 days by now - huge Congratulations!!! Let us know how you celebrated and more of your "story"!!

              Hi to Ishy, Balboa, TDN, Change and anyone else I've missed....where oh where is our dear Sausage, I do hope she's okay?? Janet, good luck with job hunting. By now you will have had your run and will be recovering...hope it went well and that you enjoyed it. I am so envious of you and the "buzz" it gives. I think I might even get my ipod out and trainers and just have a fast walk round the block...you've inspired me!

              Last week was a busy tiring week with all the travelling but worthwhile in that I spent a couple of days visiting my mam in the nursing home and then the weekend visiting my daughter down in the southwest of England. Mam's dementia continues to deteriorate and it is hard now getting any kind of a response other than a nod, or a smile or words that dont make any sense. She knows my face is familiar but she doesnt know who exactly I am and that is hard. Still, I cherish the small amount of time I get just being with her and holding her hand. Hoping to get back up in February.

              Lovely seeing my daughter who is my bestest friend. She is starting to settle (she moved with her job). Both Friday & Saturday night her & my husband shared two bottles of red and surprisingly I had a twang of "oh wouldnt it be nice..." sort of feeling! But, I quickly opened a bottle of Schloer which helped the thought pass and I felt great the next morning when they were both nursing a hangover and I was fresh as a daisy!

              So, back home to a quiet empty house which once upon a time would have given me the freedom to drink all day but not today. I am grateful for the peace and quiet of my own company, get a few chores done then some playtime with my family history. Seeing mam always reinspires me...I dont want my daughter to be in my shoes in 30yrs time. One day I'll "tell my story"...I've tried ever so many times but I cant because it brings back so many sad memories of mam's drinking and how it affected those last few years of my dad's life. Mam hasnt drank since the day she went into residential care in May 2008 but sadly the damage has been done.

              Off to put the kettle on...coffee time and then the first lot of washing is going in.

              Have a great day and remember...we are not depriving ourselves, its the people who drink who do that. xx
              AF since 9 May 2012
              Quit trying to control something that is uncontrollable (Bear February 08)

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                Good morning to everyone.

                Still cold here, but after snow this evening and some freeaing rain, it is supposed to arm up for a few days before we go back to the deep freeze!

                Janice, I am so happy that you are able to feel comfortable with hubby and daughter's drinking. That is a real "feather in your cap!" And I didn't know about your mother's drinking. Hard thing to talk about, I'm sure. My father was an alcoholic and my brother committed suicide when he as 31--overdose of drugs and alcohol after he was served a restraining order by my sister (to leave my parents' house.) Bad memories for sure.

                Janet, hope the half marathon went well. Can't wait to hear all about it!

                Also hoping all is well with Sausage!

                Have a great AF day, all!

                TDN
                "One day at a time."

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                  A quick check in to say Hi to anyone who stops by today....hope everyone is well and finding their way on the AF path...its the only way. xx
                  AF since 9 May 2012
                  Quit trying to control something that is uncontrollable (Bear February 08)

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                    Hi everyone

                    Though I had better check in just to say all is well. Feel guilty for the recent lack of posting - I'm either incredibly busy or else just can't think of anything to write!! I'll write more later when I've caught up on the thread and can think of something to write! Hope everyone is Ok and promise I will be back later xx

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                      Hi everyone,
                      Good t see you sausage. I'm still hanging in there, just wanted to say hi!
                      Ishy

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                        Hello Everyone,

                        It's late but I wanted to post to say a quick hello. You are in my thoughts and I will check back in tomorrow evening. I have soooooooo much gossip to share....

                        Lots of hugs,
                        Janet
                        AF Day 281
                        AF Since May 2nd 2012

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                          Hi everyone..good to see you Sausage & Ishy!

                          Must admit I am finding coming to MWO quite hard now. I still feel I need to checkin each day but this thread is terribly quiet at times. What does everyone think...do we keep it going??
                          AF since 9 May 2012
                          Quit trying to control something that is uncontrollable (Bear February 08)

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                            we cross posted Janet. Night night. xx
                            AF since 9 May 2012
                            Quit trying to control something that is uncontrollable (Bear February 08)

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                              Hello 30 dayers, there goes another 30 days Af for me, pretty proud of myself. I hope to keep this streak going for some time thanks for all the support. You folks are a big part of my sobriety...

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                                Congratulations, Balboa! ANother 30 days for you. Fantastic!

                                Janet, glad to see you are okay, and hope we hear all the gossip soon:H How did the half marathon go?

                                Hi, Ishy, Sausage and Janet. I do think we should keep this thread going, even though there isn't a whole lot of "traffic" on a daily basis. I know that I post on the monthly ABS thread almost every day, and sometimes on the other thread there--think it's the daily one. But I do like reading people's progress here, and there isn't a lot of drama, as there is on some threads. Just my opinion, though.

                                Have been doing work on my boring project, and also trying to look ahead at the accounts I'm taking on myself. had a 1 1/2 hr training session (online) today, and it wasn't very interesting But there is a lot to learn, and I hope I'll make some headway over the next three months, so I will have things set up to continue on a permanent basis. Will not see any money until March, except for a little money for gas. And I am still at the floer shop one or two days, and will be there most of the week for Valentine's Day--the busiest day for florists.

                                Have been exercising, and even did my old step aerobics class last night. Used to go at least twice a week, but since that first DUI, hadn't done it. I was totally amazed that I as able to do the class and remembered most of the routine. Worst part was the abs work and push ups! Those were not fun! :upset: I hope to go and just do the treadmill tomorrow and maybe Sunday a.m. and back to classes next week. Make me feel a lot better, that's for sure!

                                Have a great AF weekend, all!

                                TDN
                                "One day at a time."

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