thanks for your responses. i got a bit freaked out by the first reply. ive not been posting much lately and had intended trying to diarize to some extent my experience with nal, not be made to feel like a sad loser (i can do that well enough myself). it took a long time for me to decide to commit to nal so im gonna stick with it.
anyway, i did have another beer... and more. when i posted i was having mad mad cravings so i went with my usual way of giving in. having said that, after another beer i did feel a lot less crazy craving. maybe if i had really put my mind to it i could have stopped, something i would never be able to do.... one sniff of the cork and im away. also i managed to get into my pyjamas, and i didnt wake up next to a glass/bottle of anything (only orange juice) so to some extent that is progress. i have been stringing together quite a few af days so hopefully it will be a little while before i take it again. im sticking with the sinclair method, and will exercise more mental strength next time. i think i was wanting to just see how it went.
i do feel the fact that i im trying something new will give me more focus. ill pop over to the meds section with my ramblings, as i explained i only came on to the urgent section in the hope of some fast info...... damn the time differences.
thanks again. extinction here i come (gotta have faith)
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