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[janka]

Don't know what to do, advice?

[Rusty]

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What's going on, Janka?

[janka]

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Just go through some spurts of sober time then fall apart. Am tired of it.

[janka]

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Such a sorry ass drinker too ... people laugh when I say how much I drink ... gets me in trouble tho

[Rusty]

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What kind of trouble are you getting into? Are you drinking now?

[janka]

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Very little ... cannot take the taste/smell. Have loads of trouble ... no job despite fancy career at Yale, no money (not a result of drinking). People like to hear stereotypical images of drinking though.

[janka]

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Cannot attribute troubles to drinking though.

[Rusty]

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Maybe there will be someone in Chat....or go to the Tool Box thread. That might help. I'm down for the count tonight but try to take your mind off AL.

[janka]

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Have been a real trooper despite adversity

[janka]

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So sunk

[SKendall]

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Hey Janka, things look pretty bad for you right now. Take care of yourself and let us know how you're doing. Reading the Tool Box is a really good idea.

[janka]

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I cannot take the depression.

[janka]

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Don't know what to do anymore. Too much up and down.

[porqoui]

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:sorry: you're having such a rough time Janka.

FreeFly posted this on another thread, I thought you might like to have a look.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qX9FSZJu448[/video]]Never, Ever Give Up. Arthur's Inspirational Transformation! - YouTube

Extra prayers and :l's for you. PQ

[janka]

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Thank you ... it's great!