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    in the abyss,,again

    whitemarshmom;1414606 wrote: the last thing i would want my kids to see me as, when they get older, is a drunk.. I started Wellabutrin on Friday, my Dr perscribed it for me on Thursday... I wanted it for the surge of anxiety that comes on about this time every day, that makes me begin my drinking and smoking. Well, so far so good. I havent had a cigarette since yesterday morning and I didnt drink at all last night. I am out of wine, but work is going to be REALLY stressful tomorrow ( this is a fact ) I do work out of my house, and with the Holidays. Maybe i picked a bad time to quit the 2 worst vices that I have... Im starting to feel the anxiety pushing thru, i keep telling myself, just take 15 minutes at a time... I have ALOT of laundry to fold.. maybe that will help... Im not saying im never going to drink again... Just taking one day at a time
    Happy Thanksgiving!!
    Well done on the booze and cigs......try to keep on.......imagine being free of both these demons! I wish I had quit both together TBH......gotta go through the same pain again! :upset:

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      in the abyss,,again

      Raven2012;1413780 wrote: Wow, how great to hear from all of the moms,
      It is a huge transition isn't it? All the stages. And the identity changes that we as women go through with each one. I never had a problem until motherhood. And then, slowly, my stress reliever for a bad day appeared. And it was totally acceptable and legal! And then we need to put ourselves together again. Of course we do. Because our kids need us. I fear sometimes I might be too late, my kids are six and eight. Fortunately, I've always waited until after bedtime but I still feel the guilt. Because I'm too "tired" to do things with them during the time when I should be out and about scheduling play dates and activities. Can we all just make a promise to each other next month will be different? We have a couple of weeks with some time off to figure out the specifics. Maybe some of us need til next year. But surely by January all of us moms can be the moms we want to be by next year right? Fresh start? I'll start a new thread and keep us all accountable. Most of all me. Because more than anything in the world, I want my little ones to admire and respect their mom, and I think you all do too. Blessings, Raven
      This is an awesome idea for a thread, Raven.
      I am totally on board for this!!

      Hugs and heart.
      :l:h
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