What has brought me here today is my outing last night. I went out with a co-worker and don't remember much of what went on. I have multiple bruises so I'm assuming I fell.I have flashes of doing karaoke and dancing. What else went on I'm not sure of...I could text the guy I was out with and ask but right now I just don't wanna know. Why the hell would I behave like that at my age?
This has got to stop.I have a general anxiety problem and right now I am freaking out. I keep trying to piece together what happened and I'm in that spot of not knowing if I really wanna know.
I am just disgusted with myself and my behavior.
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