Having a bad night not had a drink but i shaking b/f is goi.g out for a walk. ..i have loast. everything tonite pls just a little pray or a thought would help a lot i feel like i calmin dwn after txtin this now . love u all :-(
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Formerly known as Teardrop:l
sober dry since 11th Jan '2010' relapse/slip on 23/7/13 working in progress ! Sober date 25/7/13 ( True learning has often followed an eclipse, a time of darkness, but with each cycle of my recovery, the light grows stronger and my vision is clearer. (AA)
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OK - why not get a drink of water and take a few deep breaths. What do you mean you have lost everything? WHat's going on? Are you safe?Well it's all right now. I've learned my lesson well. You see you can't please everyone, so you've got to please yourself. -
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Aww Catch :l Here's a prayer and a hug from me.
Feel free to share what's going on if you're comfortable with that...if not, just know we are here for you.
Love,
K9:heart:I love my daughter more than alcohol:heart:
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thanx u i have got to go to wrk to moro wiv no money i it 20 i have to walk. i have fck up big time. xFormerly known as Teardrop:l
sober dry since 11th Jan '2010' relapse/slip on 23/7/13 working in progress ! Sober date 25/7/13 ( True learning has often followed an eclipse, a time of darkness, but with each cycle of my recovery, the light grows stronger and my vision is clearer. (AA)
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right am i having a hit to calm me dwn am scared i might do sumthing to nite.Formerly known as Teardrop:l
sober dry since 11th Jan '2010' relapse/slip on 23/7/13 working in progress ! Sober date 25/7/13 ( True learning has often followed an eclipse, a time of darkness, but with each cycle of my recovery, the light grows stronger and my vision is clearer. (AA)
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i dnt hav a thread to hang on to i need that thread guys .Formerly known as Teardrop:l
sober dry since 11th Jan '2010' relapse/slip on 23/7/13 working in progress ! Sober date 25/7/13 ( True learning has often followed an eclipse, a time of darkness, but with each cycle of my recovery, the light grows stronger and my vision is clearer. (AA)
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Catch, we are here for you. Take a deep breath. Whatever has happened can be worked through with a clear head.Comment
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Don't give up...EVER. Tomorrow will be a brighter better day.
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Catch please tell us how we can help you.Comment
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Please check in with us Catch...we are worried about you! :l:heart:I love my daughter more than alcohol:heart:
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Catch, are you there?I love my family more than alcohol.:h
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am still here not much sleep. b/f wants me to go he feels his pulling me dwm with him. I feel like am. on count dwn . I reAlly feel like am havin a break dwn. It feels like am in a maze and cant get out keep hittin that brickwall.
i need to get a way on my own for awhile.
Thank u all. xFormerly known as Teardrop:l
sober dry since 11th Jan '2010' relapse/slip on 23/7/13 working in progress ! Sober date 25/7/13 ( True learning has often followed an eclipse, a time of darkness, but with each cycle of my recovery, the light grows stronger and my vision is clearer. (AA)
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Hi Catch,
It's so damn hard to have to deal with relationships as well as trying to get out from under AL
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Try to Remember that no matter what happens tonight with the b/f, it can all change, this immediate situation can evolve into something else. It really can... I am beginning to see this as I get further from AL and have had to cope and grieve the loss of lots of my relationships.
I think my best one right now is with the dog! I do need to post a picture of her:H
Drinking unfortunately will only give you temporary relief. But you know that...
I suggest a warm tea or coco and Netflix ...Also a Tylenol ...
We are all here for you. You have so many threads here you've got a complete rope so Kant on and we will pull you up and out!
Stay close, please. :l:hOn My Own Way Out Since May 20, 2012
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Thank you k123 u put a smile on my face & thanks to every1 else. I have not had a drink noney . There. a bit of good news manage to get ?5 which i be able to put petrol in my car for wrk. Tbe thing is totally exhusted now. start wrk at 3pm wil catch up on some sleep . just hope i dnt breakdwn in front of customers The other day i broke dwn in the bank try to get my last few ? out. Do feel am at a break point. will keep u up dated. Thanks again. xFormerly known as Teardrop:l
sober dry since 11th Jan '2010' relapse/slip on 23/7/13 working in progress ! Sober date 25/7/13 ( True learning has often followed an eclipse, a time of darkness, but with each cycle of my recovery, the light grows stronger and my vision is clearer. (AA)
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hey Catch...not being nosey, or judging, just concerned....is a hit a toke or smack? I sure hope the former or maybe it's neither?catch22;1509083 wrote: right am i having a hit to calm me dwn am scared i might do sumthing to nite.Psalms 119:45
?Start by doing what is necessary, then what is possible, and suddenly you are doing the impossible.?
St. Francis of Assisi
I'm not perfect, never will be, but better than I was and not as good as I'm going to be.
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