Anyway, on Saturday I started drinking and didn't stop until Sunday evening. I was so sick, devastated, shocked. Just a roller coaster of emotions. I still am. I haven't drink since then. It's just so hard to process this, I want to numb the pain so badly, but booze will just make it worse. Anyway I am so shaky now and I don't know what I do.
I'm 52 years old. A stay at home mom. Have an autistic son who will be an autistic adult and I can't even imagine what my future will be like. Crying my eyes out. Don't know how to pass the days.
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