I cheated while drunk :`(
little beagle, sake, skully! Thank you, I just found MWO this past Wednesday and because of my remorse, guilt, anxiety wanted to numb again. But I am ready now to take it one minute, one hour, one day at a time and as I continue to read and am supported by all of the folks here I am beginning to feel stronger. Morrison, I apologize it was a link that I posted when I succumbed. It was a FB post about making mistakes and trying to forgive ourselves for them. I made it yesterday AF(Friday even though I was hungover and work in a grocery store that sells AL that also has a liquor store) I came home spent some time with my bf haven't talked to him about what happened the other night, feel like I just need some time to be AF for a while before I can even contemplate it) we had dinner watched tv and just slept. He drinks and brought in a couple of beers, he had one, didn't offer me one and I have to honestly say I really didn't even have the inclination of wanting one. So hope that after work tonight when we are together again, that I will once again not want one.
little beagle, sake, skully! Thank you, I just found MWO this past Wednesday and because of my remorse, guilt, anxiety wanted to numb again. But I am ready now to take it one minute, one hour, one day at a time and as I continue to read and am supported by all of the folks here I am beginning to feel stronger. Morrison, I apologize it was a link that I posted when I succumbed. It was a FB post about making mistakes and trying to forgive ourselves for them. I made it yesterday AF(Friday even though I was hungover and work in a grocery store that sells AL that also has a liquor store) I came home spent some time with my bf haven't talked to him about what happened the other night, feel like I just need some time to be AF for a while before I can even contemplate it) we had dinner watched tv and just slept. He drinks and brought in a couple of beers, he had one, didn't offer me one and I have to honestly say I really didn't even have the inclination of wanting one. So hope that after work tonight when we are together again, that I will once again not want one.
Can I just say, that maybe instead of hoping that you don't want one tonight...just promise yourself that you won't have one EVEN if you do want one. I would rather not have it around me but I know that's not always possible...but when things are brand new and very precarious, I would be guarded.
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