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[dazedandconfused]

I dont know what to do. I dont know where to start. i am sick of this.:thanks:

[available]

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Gets a bit like that

[Siren136]

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Hi Dazed! Welcome to MWO.

Good news - you've already taken the first step by joining and posting! Well done looking for help!

Start by reading the great advice here: https://www.mywayout.org/community/f1...box-27556.html

Then pop over to the Newbie's Nest and introduce yourself: https://www.mywayout.org/community/f1...est-30074.html

You'll find all sorts of folks from brand new to long-timers who know EXACTLY where you are and what it's like.

Best advice I can give is to read, read, read, and post, post, post.

I hope to see you around the boards!

[narilly]

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Dazed,
Yes, just keep reading and reading and things will start to make sense. This is the start of a new beginning. Being sick of it will propel you into figuring out what you can do to change.
YOU can do it. Just stick to it.

So many times I have said the same thing. "I am sick of this" Now I am ready to change. YOU will get there.
Keep reading my friend.

Hugs,

[MossRose]

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Hi Dazed. Welcome. Glad you are here. Keep posting. Maybe share a bit about yourself. Whatever your story - just know you aren't alone. We'll be here for you. xx

[mama bear]

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Welcome to MWO...start talking....we ALL understand the monster you are fighting...baffling, powerful and cunning...we are all here for you

[DriftyAlison0]

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Welcome to MWO. Feel free to read posts and respond. Take it ODAAT.

[MossRose]

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Dazed - c'mon back and post. We'll try to help. Thinking of you.

[TJAF]

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Dazed, hope you're doing well. Getting sober is a big deal and if you look too far down the road you can get overwhelmed by the enormity of it all. Take very little bites at the sobriety apple. It's an overused cliche but please try and take it one day at a time. The further in you get the easier it is to look down the road. Secondly, in this case its ok to be totally selfish. Your recovery takes precedent over every other aspect of your life. Without recovery nothing else really matters anyway.

[h4ck573r]

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Hi, I am also here to help you out, give us some more details about you.

[Darkest Diamond]

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On my knees

On my knees praying, I really want to go to work tomorrow and yet I can't stop drinking. I have planned such lovely things for the next few days and would like to deliver them.

Today I went on the worst bender of my life, have snapped and sworn at my family, begged my doctors for diazepam, it is the middle of the night here and I am waiting for the emergency doc to ring me back . This has all got to change. If I go on like this I will die.

If I can get through this I will never drink again, but I need something to get me through this withdrawal.

I hate alcohol and what it has done to me and my life.

[Bella]

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Hi dazed. Welcome. Weve all been there or are there. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. post more. Were listening and will try and help you. Xx