I am afraid to leave work and go home because I drive by two grocery stores and two convenience stores to get home! Not to mention, living in small town Wisconsin there are at least 2 bars on nearly every city block and I pass 5 of them on the 4 mile drive home! I have slept in the clinic before and I almost feel like I could curl up and stay here all night just to avoid temptation! I can't believe that I am having this much trouble with day 2! I regularly go 2 (but never more than 3) days without a drink.
I am reminding myself that I won't have just one; I will have several, possibly get in an argument with my dear boyfriend, sleep like crap, wake up with a raging hangover, feel like the biggest piece of crap for my "weakness", drag myself to work and not be able to concentrate or focus until about 6 pm...
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