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    #16
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    TooCurious;n2512113 wrote: It's twice as because it's hard liquor! So i made the dumbest mistake ever. I finnally decided to go to the ER for help with detox and meds. THey prescribed me 15 2mg Ativan when I left so I coould continue the detox at home. So I got home and realized that there was alcohol everywhere. Then I almost died. When I got to the second ER (a different one lol) the police drove me because I guess I was acting completely crazy. I took 10 of the 15 pills (20 mg of ativan!!!) and my B.A.C. was .33. Every doctor in that place said I'ts a godsend that I'm alive because as one er doctor said "you just put enough ativan in ur body to kill a horse, not too mention all of the alcoholl. So, being the hopeless alcohol that I am, i drank RIGHT when I got home AGAIN. THis is looking bleak guys. I'm thinking im gonna have to drop out of college....ive already missed a ton. My last hope is the baclofen that just arrived. I don't know if I should wait til alcohol is cleared of my system. Sorry for the rant but any advice would mean the world mywayout has been amazing!! Thank you all soooo much!!
    I'm glad you think a second emergency room visit (and being driven there by the cops, no less) and nearly dying is lol funny. You need to be in an inpatient rehab. Baclofen is not going to be your savior. You clearly need to learn what sober behavior is in a controlled inpatient setting. Otherwise, frankly, it doesn't sound like you're going to be around much longer. Just telling it like it is.
    In the middle of my life's journey, I found myself in a dark wood, as I had lost the straight path. It is a difficult thing to speak about, how wild, harsh and impenetrable that wood is. Just thinking about it recreates the fear. It is scarcely less bitter than death, but in order to tell of the good that I found there, I must tell of the other things I saw there. --Dante, paraphrased

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      #17
      Just Relapsed

      TooCurious;n2510695 wrote: I just relapsed and within 4 days im binging. Please help me im gonna die if I keep drinking like this
      I am a binger too, would be drunk for days. big bottle of wine or pints of vodka for breakfast. Been on Baclofen for 2 weeks & haven't had a drink in 5 days. Amazingly, I have no cravings, or med side effects. Gives me energy & has helped my depression. I am happy & walk around with a smile on my face. Dance while doing housework. I believe this is the miracle I've needed for years, & may aid in keeping me sober.

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        #18
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        Welcome to MWO, AlaskanGirly! Glad you're feeling well.

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          #19
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          Yeah, TC…Holy Crap...…one thing is clear….you cannot trust yourself right now to make good decisions, so you should not be alone. Find someone (who does not drink) to help you make rational decisions or you will die, and that obviously is not funny. I’d say clean out that AL from your house, but I think you probably would be too tempted to during the process so you should get away from it and have someone else clean it up You might be better off just staying in the hospital at this point…but short of that, you need to get some help and fast…do it for yourself, it is not too late, but you have to want try something different. Best wishes and keep posting if you can to let us know how and what you are doing
          “Hope is being able to see that there is light despite all of the darkness”- Desmond Tutu


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            #20
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            TooCurious;n2510695 wrote: I just relapsed and within 4 days im binging. Please help me im gonna die if I keep drinking like this
            Hey.

            Watch this, get into it, find a practitioner and you will tap your past out. It's called Faster EFT. First try to get sober, force yourself to drink water, eat a lot, clean the house, do something, distract. ALso, breath deeply with your belly (not the chest).

            https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLOMFE_3uHvxxJIhCszavC_UknuON7k8nT

            Tace care, and let me know how you progress.

            MB

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              #21
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              TC- How are you doing? Did you get some help? How did you manage through the weekend? Hopefully you check back soon with some good news...
              “Hope is being able to see that there is light despite all of the darkness”- Desmond Tutu


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                #22
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                Hey.

                Don't know, why my post has been deleted. @Toocurious - Have you tried Faster EFT on addictions? Let me know, how you are doing.

                Peace.
                MB

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