Remember that. It almost sounds funny coming from me who always struggles with the beast all the time. But I am stronger and you are stronger and remember that. At times, it does not feel that way, but it is true.
I think I am at the point where I can put my foot on him (with heavy shoes) and squash him like a bug. Maybe with flip flops. I think now I can squash him now with my thumb. Or my pinkie. Yucky Ucky. Good Stuff.
I know he reincarnates and comes back. Maybe bigger and nastier. Usually not. More like a fly or a gnat buzzing around my head annoying the hell out of me only sometimes. But I'm not scared of the yucky stuff any more. I'll squash him again. I don't care how big or little.
These days I see the Beast as an annoying bug that buzzes around me. Those little guys are hard to get with a fly swatter. They annoy the hell out of me. But I guess they are part of life.
I've lost the point of this post. It is more a hope than anything. But it is also a strong belief. We are stronger than the Beast. He is a bug.
I just realized this is the stupidest post I ever made. Oh well. I guess it is too personal. Sorry.
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