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Oui.
Oui.
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fantastic post, thank you. it certainly makes me wonder why i am even considering thinking of moderating in the future.Today is the tomorrow i worried about yesterday and it turned out fine
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i have just thought about why im considering mod in the future, and more importantly why i drank in the past... to deal with problems, to get out of my head, to find oblivion for a while, to be more confident, to calm down, to cheer up, to join in, to express myself etc etc. all these reasons are absolute rubbish. if i even have the slightest thought of any of this type of thing i should definately not even consider moderating. the longer i am AF the more sure i am that its not gonna work for me.
thanks for bumping the postToday is the tomorrow i worried about yesterday and it turned out fine
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wow im glad i got more time today on mwo....It was good reading your honest and inspiring post. I always knew deep down when i first joined mwo i could never mod to save my life! it was a no no for me, it was all or nothing for me.
Congratulations about time tooo, on over 4years sober ! :goodjob:Formerly known as Teardrop:l
sober dry since 11th Jan '2010' relapse/slip on 23/7/13 working in progress ! Sober date 25/7/13 ( True learning has often followed an eclipse, a time of darkness, but with each cycle of my recovery, the light grows stronger and my vision is clearer. (AA)
my desire to avoid hitting bottom again was more powerful then my desire to drink !Comment
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I've been reading here a little these past weeks. Was thrilled to read this letter. It seems true and gives me hope. Thanks.Comment
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Hi K4RSK, Just like to say welcome to mwo, got to say there is a lot of good thinks to read here....... you should also read on General Discussion, Just like a swimming pool by irish lady is a good read as well.k4rsk;835234 wrote: I've been reading here a little these past weeks. Was thrilled to read this letter. It seems true and gives me hope. Thanks.Formerly known as Teardrop:l
sober dry since 11th Jan '2010' relapse/slip on 23/7/13 working in progress ! Sober date 25/7/13 ( True learning has often followed an eclipse, a time of darkness, but with each cycle of my recovery, the light grows stronger and my vision is clearer. (AA)
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wonderful
I just read this and it was wonderful, the way i want to feel, everything is good even in the midst of my problems etc............
love this site, thanks for the hope:thanks: :thanks:
MA:l :h:rays:My happiness is my greatest gift to others:rays:
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thanks for the bump mr gI love my family more than alcohol.:h
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Still going strong and thanking you for your message to me. CComment
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I was referred to this in chat today. 3 eyars. incredible. Perhaps I can do it too. TComment
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congratulations
Wooow that is so encouraging,after 3 years without a sip? not even doing meds but self discipline matters alot but to get or learn it, takes time. i hav marked my calendar. keep it up.Comment
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Starboy, I see you are new here, so welcome. Thank you for bringing up this old thread. Well worth reading.....IT'S NEVER TOO LATE TO BE WHAT YOU MIGHT HAVE BEEN
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Bump great post.Alcohol free since 13th January 2009
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