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viper1966;807252 wrote: Point taken
So I guess Santa may truly exist.
:congratulatory: Clean & Sober since 13/01/2009 :congratulatory:
Until one is committed there is always hesitant thoughts.
I know enough to know that I don't know enough.
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interesting topic... the original one i mean. im coming up 3 months sober (wehey) and thoughts have been creeping in about trying a drink.... just to see if i can be sensible. since falling into the drink pit ive never had any real time sober, so this is a first. im pretty sure im not gonna try that drink anytime soon but i do have that thought that sometime in the future i will try... just to see.hearing stories of long time sober people who quickly fall back into the drink pit certainly makes me think twice.Today is the tomorrow i worried about yesterday and it turned out fine
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spuddleduck;861796 wrote: interesting topic... the original one i mean. im coming up 3 months sober (wehey) and thoughts have been creeping in about trying a drink.... just to see if i can be sensible. since falling into the drink pit ive never had any real time sober, so this is a first. im pretty sure im not gonna try that drink anytime soon but i do have that thought that sometime in the future i will try... just to see.hearing stories of long time sober people who quickly fall back into the drink pit certainly makes me think twice.
The only time I ever thought I was successfully "moderating", it lasted all of 2 weeks - after that it was all downhill and escalating fast. That was the point I was researching AA online and found MWO. I learned fast (fortunately) AF was the only way for me. When I remember how I didn't think I could even make the first 30 days..... I originally thought about moderating only because I thought I couldn't ever actually stop drinking. Even that seemed impossible when I saw I should be able to do 30 days. I have over 9 months now.
Just think back honestly and remember all of it. Read and reread how much of a struggle it is for so many people on this forum. It's way easier to let that sleeping dog lie than to wake it up and do that all over again. From what I understand from hearing AA people is that it harder to do it again, and sets up less chance of success. If we could turn it on and off at will, we wouldn't be here. We'd be "normal" drinkers. For most people here, that will never be an option. We are the rule rather than the exception, and need to remember that. Take care. :hEmancipate yourselves from mental slavery, none but ourselves can free our mind ~ Bob Marley ~ Redemption Song
AUGUST 9, 2009
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dancelot thank you. I too am dealing with the AL inner voice. On the positive side keeping close to the MWO site and folks like you things are getting better!Outside of a dog a book is mans best friend. Inside of a dog its too dark to read
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I too have had that inner voice since right before my 1 yr anniv and continuing in this 13 month. So glad this post got bumped up since I don't remember it the first time around and the timing is right for me. Keep thinking I want to give AL a try for a special occasion only, like a normal drinker, but so afraid from what I hear hear and at AA mtgs of where it might lead me.
That's why I keep coming here and going to AA mtgs to keep it current.
winefree
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For me not living in the past but not forgetting my past helps me stay on the sobriety road,i can not ever afford to get complacent about what alcohol can/has done to me.
:congratulatory: Clean & Sober since 13/01/2009 :congratulatory:
Until one is committed there is always hesitant thoughts.
I know enough to know that I don't know enough.
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spuddleduck;861796 wrote: interesting topic... the original one i mean. im coming up 3 months sober (wehey) and thoughts have been creeping in about trying a drink.... just to see if i can be sensible. since falling into the drink pit ive never had any real time sober, so this is a first. im pretty sure im not gonna try that drink anytime soon but i do have that thought that sometime in the future i will try... just to see.hearing stories of long time sober people who quickly fall back into the drink pit certainly makes me think twice.Today is the tomorrow i worried about yesterday and it turned out fine
Keep passing the open windows
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I appreciate all the posts here. Today my niece is graduating HS. Since there were limited tickets for the ceremony I opted to let another relative go in my place. There will be a large party after (in abt 3hrs) After dropping my mom, sister and aunt off at the school I had strong cravings. I was headed in the direction of the nearest watering hole but decided to come home logon to MWO. I think this may be working for me. My resolve is strong because I didn't give in. It was so easy. Thanks to all of you who provide support here, it means so much to us that are struggling with the initial first few weeks of sobriety.Outside of a dog a book is mans best friend. Inside of a dog its too dark to read
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I've thought a lot about relapse & hear about it at AA meetings. People who have many years in have started drinking again for no apparent reason. Even though I get uncomfortable hearing about relapse, I have to realize that it's all too easy to do. I only have a little over 1 year & am probably still on the "pink cloud." But, I know anything (or nothing) could push me into relapse. When I see "AA regulars" go AWOL from meetings, I know that can mean they are relapsing. It's hard to see them come back w/tails between their legs, but often they do. And, they are welcomed w/open arms. I've heard sharing about relapse being "a learning experience." That's one learning I don't want to experience first-hand. My biggest weapon against relapse is how much better my life is working now that I'm sober. I'm going through an intense crisis right now & sober is the ONLY way to do it. 2 years ago I would definitely have been drinking through this & adding all the humiliation & self-loathing of that on top of the difficult situation our family is going through.
MaryWisdom, Courage, Strength
October 3, 2012
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I have to forgive myself...
I started drinking at age 16, in 1976 and quit in 1995.
Cold Turkey.
Did not touch a drop till december 2008...
Now I drink every night.
I am going to try and stop.
I am reluctant to talk with my Doctor but I guess that is the safest way.
I hope I will be okay health wise if I taper off for withdrawing from A.
This is my first day here and I am not sure what to do.
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