Don't know why, and seemingly for no apparent reason, i've just had this beautiful thought, or reflection.
I'm actually living a sober life. I'm finally doing this. Feck! Best thing is, i'm really enjoying it, mostly. Still get a bit 'wobbly' now and then, with thought's of the old lifestyle, but i know this is normal, and it's okay. I'm actually happy, and wow, anything is possible. I'm still not saying i'll never drink again, (and definately not for me right now) but i'm not interested now, or in the near future, as i'm more interested in seeing what i can do in life. I am enjoying life so much without alcohol though, that i suspect i'll just keep going, and going. And no, i'm not intending to drink tomorrow, or in the near future, and as i say, probably never again, but cause there is that little door still open, i know i need to be vigilant, but i'm not worried. These little thought's will probably disappear completely in my 3rd af year, as the af benefit's really speak to my befuddled, still slightly in shock at being af mind. :H
Having said that, i feel strong, relaxed, committed, and full of possibility, and absolutely loving where my life is taking me now.
I gotta say, This is a very interesting journey!
Stay positive folk's. Anything is possible, and love the one you're with!
Thank's for allowing me to waffle on........
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