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    DONT BE FOOLED BY ME

    Dont be fooled by me. Dont be fooled by the face I wear.
    For I wear a mask.I wear a thousand masks that I am afraid to take off, and none of them is the real me.
    So dont be fooled, I'm good at pretending.
    I give the impression that I'm cool & confident, but inside, its different.
    I am not in command.
    I'm often confused,lonely and I desperately need some one to understand me.
    But I hide and I dont want anyone to know.
    That's why I franticlay create a mask to hide behind,
    I'm afraid to show you the real me.
    I'm afraid you will not accept me.
    I'm afraid that you will think less of me and laugh at me.
    You see deep down I'm afraid that I'm nothing,that I'm no good,
    and if you knew me, you would reject me.
    So I play my game, my pretending game, and thus begins the parade of masks.
    My life becomes a front to protect the real me.
    I chatter idly to you about everything but tell you nothing of whats going on inside me,
    My fears, my worries, my doubts.
    So when I am talking, please listen carefully and try to hear what I am not saying, what I,d like to say but cant.
    I,d like to be honest, genuine and sincere, but I cannot without your help.
    My trust grows very slowly, so you will have to be patent with me.
    Each time you are kind, gentle,and encouraging, each time you try to understand, I am given new hope and I start to believe in myself in a new way.
    You let me see its ok to be me.
    So I can take of the mask and be happy in your company, I can let you see the real me,
    Who am I you may wonder ?
    I am someone you know very well,
    For I am every man & woman you meet.


    :congratulatory: Clean & Sober since 13/01/2009 :congratulatory:

    Until one is committed there is always hesitant thoughts.
    I know enough to know that I don't know enough.

    This signature has been typed in front of a live studio audience.

    #2
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    Just love it......exactly how I feel xxx
    "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

    AF 10th May 2010
    NF 12th May 2010

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      #3
      DONT BE FOOLED BY ME

      Wow. Pretty much sums it up for me. Thanks Mario. May we all remember we're not alone in our insecurities.

      Start by doing what's necessary, then what's possible and suddenly you are doing the impossible.


      St. Francis of Assisi

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        #4
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        Yep. And for me, when i stopped the drinking, stopped the self abuse, i watched the mask's come falling down, one by one. I saw my frown relax, and the journey to me begin. But for the mask's to come down, i had to remove alcohol completely from my life.

        'I am part of all that I have met, yet all experience is an arch wherethro', gleams that untravelled world whose margins fade, forever and forever when I move'

        Zen soul Warrior. Freedom today-

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          #5
          DONT BE FOOLED BY ME

          What another deep thoughtful post mario. Everyday i try to get rid of another mask of my insecurities.Thank you ,

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            #6
            DONT BE FOOLED BY ME

            hi mar s your special never forget it life is what YOU make it never forget that gykes

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              #7
              DONT BE FOOLED BY ME

              Thanks, Mario!!!

              HG
              AF 01/30/10

              Look Back & Thank God
              Look Forward & Trust God
              Look Around & Serve God
              Look Within & Find God

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                #8
                DONT BE FOOLED BY ME

                Great post mario !
                Got to say once that mask come off for me it was learning about myself who i am and moving into acceptance and away from denial, there are somethings i dont like about me but that ok ! am not in denial no more am accepting it !
                Formerly known as Teardrop:l
                sober dry since 11th Jan '2010' relapse/slip on 23/7/13 working in progress ! Sober date 25/7/13 ( True learning has often followed an eclipse, a time of darkness, but with each cycle of my recovery, the light grows stronger and my vision is clearer. (AA)
                my desire to avoid hitting bottom again was more powerful then my desire to drink !

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                  #9
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                  Mario, brillant yet again! x

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