Eve you described me to a tee. I am the exact same way. 2 I'm fine, 3 I feel it and I never know if I will want more or be satisfied with 2. I had 3 last night. Not good because it was a Monday. I know I did it because I had some Sunday and wanted to carry it through another day. I don't like when I do that and I need to be content with just weekend drinking. I do feel accountable here though as well and it has helped me so much being here. I am far more careful these days so I guess that is a good thing. Missed my workout 2 days in a row. Woke with a cramp in my leg last night and I could barely stand on it this morning so I decided to skip the gym. I know it happened because I don't drink water. I hate water when its cold but I was dehydrated and that's why I got the cramp. Definitely will be at the gym tomorrow. Wishing I could get a little more self control.
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