yay TMH, great job girl! I knew you could do it, you knew you could do it, and guess what? you're doing it!! Tell hubby he isn't aloud to upset you on planned af days in future too
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Today, Tuesday, has been an AF day for me...feel as though I got lots of chores accomplished, too! And...off to play with my buddies, the ones who play better than I and garner up all my nickels! but I have fun anyway...DG, thanks for keeping up this tally for us. FFP. "It is only with the heart that one can see clearly; that which is essential, is invisible to the eye.". Antoine de Saint-Exupery
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modders Sun - Fri AF
Happy Halloween!
most likely an AF day. It's kind of a nice new OCD routine/habit now, and this new disorder is one I don't want to break! (Compulsively going on MWO, intrusive thoughts of alcohol being unpleasant...).Alcoholic (or Ally)
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modders Sun - Fri AF
Thanks, DG, for the cheers for Monday.
Tues was not AF for me, but like you, DG, it was planned. But it felt odd. It was the norm in that a couple before dinner, then switching to water with dinner. Later while sitting on sofa watching tv I almost asked dh if he would like a glass of wine. The urge was strong, but I talked myself out of it and thanks to Netflix and a good book left for the bedroom. Went to bed, watched a little bit of the movie, fell asleep early unlike AF night before. That was a series of events: 2 Calm Forte at 9:00p, Tylenol PM at 10:30p, 1/2 of Trazadone at 12:30a, other 1/2 at 1:30a, wanting to sleep when alarm went off, of course. I did, however, wake up in middle of night last night and the ol' thoughts started whirling, and I realized I am looking forward to being AF tonight. It's almost as if "I like that better". Did I just say that?
TMHThe pain of discipline is less than the pain of regret.
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modders Sun - Fri AF
Happy Hallowe'en to Everyone, too!
TMH, I must say that agree with you totally, I like AF better too, but...let hunger or boredom sneak up on me, and the thought of the "instant relief" which alcohol can seem to provide wakes up my little devil pretty fast! the doggone sleeplessness is just too annoying for words...wish I knew of a good remedy. Sounds as if you've tried nearly everything.
And, V, good for you for not only being AF but also getting chores done! Maybe you've mentioned the puppy on another thread...hope that it all worked out.
Alc, thanks for the Hallowe'en wishes, glad you're enjoying your AF time as well.
happy Humpday, fellow Modders! FFP. "It is only with the heart that one can see clearly; that which is essential, is invisible to the eye.". Antoine de Saint-Exupery
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modders Sun - Fri AF
TMH, that's a lot of sleeping meds!! Have you talked with you dr about it? I have found that just two ibuprophen (not PM) help me relax and fall asleep on some nights when I am having trouble sleeping. Fortunately, since I got over the first week or so of quitting daily drinking, I've not had regular insomnia. I feel for you because that is the pits!
Happy Halloween to All! Mon & Tues AF, and today too.
"I like people too much or not at all." Sylvia Plath
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modders Sun - Fri AF
Will stay AF today. Drank 2 glasses of wine yesterday because I found out I have to testify against a very vindictive person on Monday. She will come after me for sure as she's already reported/accused wrongdoings by children services social workers, court appointed attorneys, etc. she even made a comment about the judge being biased because she thinks he's gay. I'm on her next hit list! But I have to stay AF. Life is full of stressful situations and I cannot let them get me all worked up. Just going to get advice from other attorneys so I can get away w saying as little as possible (anger her as little as possible). Gonna be tough in the next 5 days. I can't even sleep or concentrate!Alcoholic (or Ally)
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modders Sun - Fri AF
Hi modders, wednesday was af for me too, Thursday not af, so I'm planning an af Friday.
How are you doing TMH? I want another af day out of you this week girly! because I know you can do it.
Did anyone else do an af wed or thurs? the tallyboard looks a bit light on I'm sure V is afing it, and doesn't want to waste a minute with that new pup of hers.
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modders Sun - Fri AF
Time to catch up my AFs. Was AF on Wed, not last night. Try to make a long story short - sd asked me to p/u a bakery treat she had ordered for dh to celebrate no hantavirus, over pneumonia. Did yest; we had skype date at 6:30p. The treat was a huge choc chip cookie frosted like a jack o'lantern. Too cute. During skype where 19 mon old gd had her gingerbread cookie costume on, sd asked what does the nose look like on the cookie? I immediately blurted out "like a 7". It was a 7 - their way of announcing we will be having our 7th grandchild come May. How clever is that!
We clinked with a drink, well, ok 2, before a light dinner. No regrets. Very happy with news they are having another baby & hope, hope, hope it's a boy. (Hasn't been any boys on dh side for a long time).
We were going to go to club tonight, but since it is probably the most gorgeous day you can imagine, we may play 9 holes of golf instead in late afternoon. Hard to do both as people really dress up to go for drinks/dinner on Fri nites. The ol' golf cap over hair doesn't really cut it.
TMHThe pain of discipline is less than the pain of regret.
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