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I am SO glad I found this place! It seems like it was just when I needed it.
Feeling so inspired that I am going to try to go for a month AF.
(Can't believe it myself when I'm typing it)
I guess I want to do it partly to convince myself that I am not addicted (psychologically or physically), partly to see that I CAN do it if I choose to, and partly because after being on a downward binge the last month and a half-- I am scared that I really can't stop (and what will happen if I don't). Crummy reasons? I don't know, but that's the truth.
SO, HERE YE HERE YE
LET IT BE KNOWN GROOVYCHICK'S GONNA TRY TO MAKE IT TO AUGUST 7 (1 MO FROM THE LAST RIVER OF DRINKS I HAD) WITHOUT A DRINK.
Whew. So it actually felt good to say it publicly.
I don't really wanna share this with my friends yet-- I know they'll freak out and I don't want to deal with that. It's my choice, and it's OK to make it personal until (and if I want to) make it public, right?
SO-- Day 3 felt like a L-O-N-G day. I still have some beers in the fridge and I kept seeing them when I was getting Diet Cokes out. Should throw them out, but SO WASTEFUL (ok, I have not gotten over rationalization yet). Think I'm gonna take them out and put them in the garage so they're hot and disgusting, and less accessible.
So glad today is almost done!!!
Hope you had a great day!
Keep on Rockin' the Casbah!!!
==GroovyChick==
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