Experiencing the Other Side
Thanks To Everyone for your love and support. Waking up to all of your positive comments was a real treat! Last night was very important to me. It's almost hard to believe it happened.
Lisa your words are true. I do feel ready to move past those days. You are right, I am a little defensive of my friends, because I love them. I called my girlfriend today to see if she was okay, and she acted like nothing had happened--she was a bit defensive, although she commended me on not drinking. I think she was embarrassed inside though. I was worried about her, and it was hard to meet with denial when I called. Oh well, though, what can I do??
Another friend of mine who used to have a drinking problem but has successfully moderated over the years says, "hey it was fun when we were 20, but it's really ugly when you're 50." I really saw the truth in that last night.
Marcie, thanks for popping in with your good wishes. It means a lot to me! :h
Hugs again!:l
Kathy
Thanks To Everyone for your love and support. Waking up to all of your positive comments was a real treat! Last night was very important to me. It's almost hard to believe it happened.
Lisa your words are true. I do feel ready to move past those days. You are right, I am a little defensive of my friends, because I love them. I called my girlfriend today to see if she was okay, and she acted like nothing had happened--she was a bit defensive, although she commended me on not drinking. I think she was embarrassed inside though. I was worried about her, and it was hard to meet with denial when I called. Oh well, though, what can I do??
Another friend of mine who used to have a drinking problem but has successfully moderated over the years says, "hey it was fun when we were 20, but it's really ugly when you're 50." I really saw the truth in that last night.
Marcie, thanks for popping in with your good wishes. It means a lot to me! :h
Hugs again!:l
Kathy
I think this is becuase of my emotional change in attitude towards alcohol.
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