So, guess what.. I have decided to keep doing 30 day stints until I feel stronger! For some reason these short term goals seem managable. When I look into the future without drinking it still scares me. It feels like the abyss. So, for now, I will be the 30-DAY GIRL for as many 30 days as it takes for me to feel ready to fly. One day I will say day 31 (may it be my 121st day, or whatever), but for today I will take it one month a time. I guess that is a step up from one day at a time..
Plus I get a personal party at the end of every 30 days, right! :H I LOVE the spotlight! JUST KIDDING!
Thank you all for being here - Here is to an AF December!!!!!!!
Namaste, my friends..
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