-kept busy
-saw the g-kids,
but the depression lingered.
I'm thinking that this is the universe's way of telling me that I have something to learn from my feelings. I feel a little better today but still not quite myself. Depression has never been a big part of my life...except when it was a direct result of my drinking. I'm going to ride this out. I'm going to an Alanon meeting tonight & will try to attend others this week. It sometimes helps me to hear others talk about their struggles & how they are trying to solve them.
I know this post doesn't sound like the old "cheerleader" Mary, but this is how I feel. I know in my heart of hearts that drinking wouldn't do anything positive, so I will not drink. I've thought about it as a source of relief, but I will not drink. I will not jeopardize all the sobriety I've built up (94 days) in order to get the false high. Thank you everyone for listening...I hope this made sense. Mary
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