As an experiment, I took a couple of days away from the board. Just to see how it would feel. While it did free up a good chunk of time otherwise, I didn't like it much.
First of all, the MWO world did not stop without me, a humbling experience. Worse yet, y'all went and had a party and Satori led some an interesting discussion about we are formed by or rebel against our parents ways.
But the absolute crappiest was that our dear MM was in need and I wasn't there to add my voice to the others that supported her. Not that I had any advice to add to what the wonderful folks here gave, just another atavar peeking back at her to say "hey girl, we love you and know you can do this".
For myself, the more time I spend at work with the "normals" and the less time I spend here, the squirllier I seem to get. There is so much negative input at work right now, not from the patients but from the administration and staff--yuck. I find myself falling into their crap and becoming overstimulated and snappish. Sounds like some L-tryp is in order as there are just no opportunities or places to relax and center.
Anyway, I think I've cured myself of thinking that I would put MWO on the back burner. For now at least, I need to come here daily at least to read if not to post.
BTW- Thinking of Hannah, who is the mist of her big move this week.
Love and Peace
Rob
First of all, the MWO world did not stop without me, a humbling experience. Worse yet, y'all went and had a party and Satori led some an interesting discussion about we are formed by or rebel against our parents ways.
But the absolute crappiest was that our dear MM was in need and I wasn't there to add my voice to the others that supported her. Not that I had any advice to add to what the wonderful folks here gave, just another atavar peeking back at her to say "hey girl, we love you and know you can do this".
For myself, the more time I spend at work with the "normals" and the less time I spend here, the squirllier I seem to get. There is so much negative input at work right now, not from the patients but from the administration and staff--yuck. I find myself falling into their crap and becoming overstimulated and snappish. Sounds like some L-tryp is in order as there are just no opportunities or places to relax and center.
Anyway, I think I've cured myself of thinking that I would put MWO on the back burner. For now at least, I need to come here daily at least to read if not to post.
BTW- Thinking of Hannah, who is the mist of her big move this week.
Love and Peace
Rob
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