Today, I reached 20 days sober. The biggest gift I have received is that I'm free of guilt. Because I was a closet drinker, the secrecy of buying, hiding, drinking alone, & disposing of the bottles was absolutely soul destroying. It effected all my interactions & relationships. When I don't drink, I'm much spunkier & more open w/my thoughts & feelings. I don't have the burden of guilt weighing me down & keeping me withdrawn.
If you are trying to get sober, please keep coming to MWO. With all my ups & downs, it's working for me. In recent years, I have not been happier or more productive.
Mary
PS: Cindi, it was great to see you share yesterday.
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