Happy Easter All my friends!
I have been sitting here, trying to decide about how I feel at this present moment in time - it?s been a wonderful weekend - for the first time in almost 30 years, I have had my entire family seated around my dinner table, and hosted our first family gathering since our move - and it was great, everybody had a good time, ate lots, laughed lots, it was lovely, and a highly emotional time for me. And unfortunately I blew my AF stretch with a few glasses of wine?.so am starting over?
But, this time, I?ve decided I don?t feel any guilt, am not beating myself up about it, not hanging my head in shame?. I didn?t go overboard, I just had a few glasses of wine - almost as though I was a normal drinker - which of course, I am not - but for that evening, I could almost pretend. I say almost, because I know I couldn?t hold that mindset for very long. But nothing will take away the perfection of that evening for me?.and I will hold my head up high, and start over once again ?.
Love you all, my friends, and not going to pull the wool over anyone?s eyes, so am starting over at day 1 AF again. Life is good?..
Hope you all have a GREAT EASTER!!!!!
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