A new week and a new month approaching.....it will soon be a year since I found MWO, what a year....but after everything that has happened I finally feel at some sort of "peace" with myself. That dark place I was in seems a long way off now and I don't want to go back.....I miss Dad so much but I'm getting there. Happy memories are starting to replace those dark sad thoughts. Mam is not good and continues to drink and badly needs a kidney removed.....don't know if she would get through the op. But, finally, I realise and accept I can do no more.....I cannot take fully responsibility for their lives......I used to think I could wave my magic wand....Janice will get it sorted....but I can't. I have to get myself sorted...for my family's sake.
So I for one pledge that I will be AF in April. Coming here each day is my therapy and gives me the strength I need to stay away from alcohol - coming here, talking to you my friends, hearing about your lives - thank you. :thanks:
Have a great day everyone, looking forward to hearing from you all today.
Janice
proud to be 34days AF
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