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    #16
    Monday 28th April

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    Hey all-

    I am starting TODAY! Tried before and failed - a visit with parents. Nervous about this evening already - I get so god awful CRANKY when I can't spend the evening with my AL. The frenemy that has been with me longer than anyone I know except family. I keep telling myself I will not stop at the Liquor store on the way home....Yes, I am one of those drinkers who stops every day ....can't keep it in the house... I have tried and done mods plenty - successful at times, a failure at times, but I am afraid to promise myself but I have to. I PROMISE I WILL NOT DRINK TONIGHT. This statement leaves me very anxious.

    I am not sure what I will do with myself without my buzzy friend.
    :new:

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      #17
      Monday 28th April

      frenemy LOL

      welcome Booklvr!
      nosce te ipsum
      (Know Thyself)

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        #18
        Monday 28th April

        Well, today I hit the 30 day mark!! YEAH.

        BUT, those little murmurings in the back of my head will keep me on my toes. Don't want to go back where I was before.

        I like to:

        sleep well
        remember going to bed
        remember where I put my glass (water now)
        remember helping kids with their homework
        recalling conversations
        remembering promises to my famiy
        not needing a quick trip to the "booze store"
        running effortlessly
        not fighting with hubby
        have a face that is not puffy
        laughing...really laughing and something truly funny

        The best to you all!!

        on my way
        Was an alcoholic yesterday, an alcoholic today and will still be an alcoholic tomorrow..... but I'm in charge now!

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          #19
          Monday 28th April

          hey a big Congratulations to you On my Way......you should be very proud of yourself.....keep that list handy, I'm sure you will be adding to it as you enjoy your next 30 days!!!!

          Well done!!

          Janicexxx
          AF since 9 May 2012
          Quit trying to control something that is uncontrollable (Bear February 08)

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            #20
            Monday 28th April

            Just off to bed now......promised myself an early night (10.20pm?????). Its a bit of a shock to the system getting up and out for 8am on a morning!!! Could NOT have done it 63 days ago thats for sure!!! Thanks for continuing to inspire me everyone.....................

            Janicexxx
            AF since 9 May 2012
            Quit trying to control something that is uncontrollable (Bear February 08)

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              #21
              Monday 28th April

              congratulations On My Way!!!!!!! and kudos on the AF observations
              nosce te ipsum
              (Know Thyself)

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                #22
                Monday 28th April

                OMW: I liked your list. It's also nice:
                -not to have to pretend you're making sense when you really aren't.
                -not slur words.
                -to be able to go out & drive a car spontaneously if necessary.
                -not feel headachy & nauseous.

                Janice: You seem so strong. I draw strength from you. I know you've had ups & downs w/drinking. You just seem so determined & strong.

                Mary
                Wisdom, Courage, Strength
                October 3, 2012

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                  #23
                  Monday 28th April

                  CONGRATS On My Way!!! 30 days is a big step. Keep your list handy and add to it in the next 30. Beck
                  Beck

                  Sometimes you get there in spite of your route, losing track of your life and what it's about, the road seems to know when to straighten right out...Mary Chapin Carpenter

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                    #24
                    Monday 28th April

                    Onmyway,

                    Great job on 30 days AF. You are on your way.

                    July

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