It's almost 10 AM here, & I was surprised to see that this thread was not started. I really like to check in here every day. I hope all is well w/all my friends out there. I'm doing well...trying to balance activity & rest. That's essential for me, because when I let myself get too tired & stressed, I feel the need for a drink. I think that now that I'm getting sober, I'm living a more mindful life. I'm not on automatic pilot as much.
I just read an interesting article in the local paper about lying. Apparently, people, in general, lie much more than we realize. I know that when I was drinking, lying & hiding was a way of life for me. I think that spiritual breakdown was the most destructive aspect of my drinking...even more destructive than the physical effects. Today, I can honestly say that I live w/a degree of integrity that I haven't had during the drinking years. Being able to say what I need to say honestly & clearly is an even bigger gift than waking up wo/a hangover.
I have some family time this weekend w/my g-sons & children. There won't be any drinking at all. I'm still taking my sobriety one day at a time. I have a sobriety calculator, but I don't look at it every day. At this point, I just want to savor my AF life on a daily basis.
Thanks for being here everyone, Mary
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