Renegade: Of course you belong here! Do what is right for you. I thought I wanted to drink occasionally, but I have so little control that it always led right back to daily drinking.
I too have a hard time reading about slips. That's the alcoholic voice telling me that a slip is OK or something. It doesn't make sense, but I took any excuse to drink.
Mary
PS: I had a few "words" w/my husb earlier in the day. As soon as I could I cleared it up w/him, because I could sense that "drinking feeling" coming over me. It's not a thought exactly...more like a reflex or feeling. Sometimes sobriety takes effort, but it's worth it.
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