I hope all is well w/all the absters here. I'm doing well. Yesterday, I went to the supermarket & right next door is a liquor store I used to frequent. It popped into my mind that I could go in & get a (small) bottle. Usually when those thoughts occur, I drive them right out of my mind. Yesterday, instead, I let myself think about drinking & the consequences thereof. I let myself think about how my otherwise wonderful day would be ruined and how awful I would feel both physically & emotionally. That did it! It wasn't exactly a craving. Just a brief thought. Sometimes turning my mind away works, but sometimes thinking about what would happen if I did drink works well too.
Anyhow, the important thing is that in those few seconds, I decided: NO DRINKING! Actually, there's no contest: misery or happiness, life or death.
Stay well everyone. Please all who come here, feel free to share regardless of what your level of progress is.
Mary
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