so it is agreed we all love the 'check out' aspect of drinking.
i have faltered myself over the past two weeks. for NO apparent reason.
just bored. sick of being me basically.
i was sober for 4.5 months. okay so i'm starting to count again.
today is day 1. i need to think straight and look life in the face.
reading will have to be new mode of checking out. or maybe i could go to the movies?
am even thinking about ordering topamax on line but am a bit fearful of the side effects....
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