AF Daily - Monday March 23, 2009

[Cinders]

AF Daily - Monday March 23, 2009

Hello friends.

LVT, much love and sympathy to you. I know the heart strings our friends pull. I thank God for the blessing they have been, though.

DG, I hope your doctor's appt went well and you have a good plan in place. 10 months is huge. I don't think I will ever get there.

Mary, I wish I could be as stricken as you by my drunken exploits. It would help "replaying" the tape work better. But, I do know I want to live a full, happy life and I know I can't do it drinking.

Det, my life is about to enter the crazy world, too. I am back on the road and NOT a happy road warrior. Not at all. I almost had a panic attack this morning on the flight out. I just did not want to leave. Period.

Greenie, I am as big a child as you are. I totally understand. Totally.

AFM, I am so excited for you that you have met someone nice, you are sober, and you are just enjoying time with your little one.

Sausage, I am sorry it was a tough day at work. I had one, too, but I love what I do. Too bad I have to travel to do it. Have a nice evening at home and relax.

Everyone else to come, I hope your Monday was wonderful, I hope tonight is happy for all, and I am just hanging on and glad to be with all of you.

Love,
Cindi

[retteacher]

AF Daily - Monday March 23, 2009

That Girl: I have tried modding several times & ALWAYS slip back into my old ways w/a vengeance! I can't drink like a normal person. I just can't. Mary

[Accountable for Me]

AF Daily - Monday March 23, 2009

We just baked some 'child friendly' brownies! :H

No, I have never baked the other kind just so you know.

Here is a pic of chocolate face after she licked the bowl!

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[narilly]

AF Daily - Monday March 23, 2009

DG, Speed. & Deter- thanks for the good wishes.
I am totally with you guys on the Mod thing. I tried too many times to do that. Just check out my join date. I 'tried' to mod for 2 years after that and here I am back at AA and on this post.
That Girl- I hope you don't have to go through that but most of us do before we realize we cannot MOD, right Mary?!

I was at AA tonight and got a couple of pats on the back for not drinking on my vacation. I guess there is a website www.sobervacationsinternational.com A girl was raving about the alcohol free vacations they put on. I am going to check it out.

Love ya,
Sober Narilly

[SAUSAGE]

AF Daily - Monday March 23, 2009

Narilly - i know it's now tomorrow here! (UK) and I should really start the new thread, however I just wanted to add my congrats to you not drinking on your vacation. It is not easy I know, it lead to my last downfall after months of sobriety in Oct 08 when I drank "on holiday". Howeve i've since had a successful holiday/ vacation when I didn't drink and am feeling much more positive. Will check out that website you mentioned!!!