Good morning everyone most of you are probably sound asleep as im on the other side of the world. Today I woke up without a hangover I would like to do this every morning for the rest of my life!!!!
The only way I got through yesterday was reading all your stories. Wow there are so many of us. You wonder why AL is legal. It really does take so much of us.
Yesterday I started a diary of how I felt when I'm so hungover so I can read back on it when I feel the urge.
I wrote the feelings I was having these were some of them... Tired, aching in my back and sides, lonely, sad, confused, frustrated, angry, sad, depressed, desperate, dizzy, worried, lost, hopeless, and the list went on. I then wrote, why, if I feel like this the next day after 2 bottles of wine why then do I proceed to raise that wine glass to my lips and put that poison down my thraot and then make sure I finish the bottle. Ahhhhhh!!!!!
I,m so sick of it. I gave up for 7 years!!! Never thinking I would be in trouble with it again.
Well I'm here and I have the choice to keep raising that wine glass to my lips or I have the choice to say NO MORE I HATE YOU!!! YOU ARE NOT MY FRIEND AND TO BE HONEST WITH YOU, YOU WERE NEVER MY FRIEND. Sneaky bastard taking over my life. So possevive wanting everything.
I love this site. :l Day 2 for me AF
The only way I got through yesterday was reading all your stories. Wow there are so many of us. You wonder why AL is legal. It really does take so much of us.
Yesterday I started a diary of how I felt when I'm so hungover so I can read back on it when I feel the urge.
I wrote the feelings I was having these were some of them... Tired, aching in my back and sides, lonely, sad, confused, frustrated, angry, sad, depressed, desperate, dizzy, worried, lost, hopeless, and the list went on. I then wrote, why, if I feel like this the next day after 2 bottles of wine why then do I proceed to raise that wine glass to my lips and put that poison down my thraot and then make sure I finish the bottle. Ahhhhhh!!!!!
I,m so sick of it. I gave up for 7 years!!! Never thinking I would be in trouble with it again.
Well I'm here and I have the choice to keep raising that wine glass to my lips or I have the choice to say NO MORE I HATE YOU!!! YOU ARE NOT MY FRIEND AND TO BE HONEST WITH YOU, YOU WERE NEVER MY FRIEND. Sneaky bastard taking over my life. So possevive wanting everything.
I love this site. :l Day 2 for me AF
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