Morning all,
Haven't been around for the last few days, I had forgotten the debilitating exhaustion that antibuse leaves me with. Better that though than drinking.
Had a day of it yesterday with double glazing salesmen. I have been putting it off for year's but my windows won't see out another winter so I've had to bite the bullet. One of them was so aggressive and rude and expected me... obviously a stupid female... to sign for ?10k on the spot for work that is only worth about ?6k. Eventually his quote came down to the right price but I certainly won't be going with that national company.
What i surprising though is how bad he made me feel about myself. That I was sending out bad vibes so that it was acceptable for him to behave that way. He only changed his tune when I told him he was coming across very aggressively and I was uncomfortable with it.
I'm improving at least I said it rather than only feeling really bad inside.
So how did everyone's weekend go in the end? Doggies doing well? I think my new rabbit will have to go back to the rescue. Despite following the slow bonding method and being really patient. They both want to be dominant and within about 2 mins of putting them together in neutral territory the fur flies. Very stressful.
I watch that programme on bbc2 last night about Georgie Best's mum. 10 year's from first drink to death. How really hard that must have been for her family, especially with his drinkiing as well but I could relate to that feeling of geting rid of the pressure with a glass of something.
OK now it really is time to get off to work. Have a good day everyone and watch out for that drinking thinking.
Haven't been around for the last few days, I had forgotten the debilitating exhaustion that antibuse leaves me with. Better that though than drinking.
Had a day of it yesterday with double glazing salesmen. I have been putting it off for year's but my windows won't see out another winter so I've had to bite the bullet. One of them was so aggressive and rude and expected me... obviously a stupid female... to sign for ?10k on the spot for work that is only worth about ?6k. Eventually his quote came down to the right price but I certainly won't be going with that national company.
What i surprising though is how bad he made me feel about myself. That I was sending out bad vibes so that it was acceptable for him to behave that way. He only changed his tune when I told him he was coming across very aggressively and I was uncomfortable with it.
I'm improving at least I said it rather than only feeling really bad inside.
So how did everyone's weekend go in the end? Doggies doing well? I think my new rabbit will have to go back to the rescue. Despite following the slow bonding method and being really patient. They both want to be dominant and within about 2 mins of putting them together in neutral territory the fur flies. Very stressful.
I watch that programme on bbc2 last night about Georgie Best's mum. 10 year's from first drink to death. How really hard that must have been for her family, especially with his drinkiing as well but I could relate to that feeling of geting rid of the pressure with a glass of something.
OK now it really is time to get off to work. Have a good day everyone and watch out for that drinking thinking.
). It was sad to see the real Best at the end looking so haunted but trying to pretend he hadn't thrown his whole life away.
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