I cannot get my mind around this at all. I am in shock. One minute I am crying. The next, I am okay. My friend asked me to call my ex to let him know. Of course I don't expect her to do call him, but it isn't a task that I relish at all. I have a call in to him now. I'm wondering if he will respond, maybe thinking that I just want to "bug" him about something. I hardly want to leave a message saying "Oh, just wanted to let you know that G--- died the other day. Take care."
Anyway, just wanted to post this. Maybe belongs on the daily rant, but I feel too vulnerable for that, not the anger and ooomph for a rant. Part of me wants to drink, but part of me feels disgusted with drinking, too. I'm going to stick with that part--the part that feels disgusted. Damn it, I'm Young!!! Young At Heart--I guess I'm angry too--I'm too Young to start having my contemporaries start dying on me!!!
I would love to call my mom, but she just had another friend die on her last week. That's 6 contemporaries in the last 7 months for her. She's 80. I can't dump this on her!! Thanks for listening, everyone. Sorry if this is a little raw. I'm a little raw.....:boohoo:
Love, Kathy
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