Through all this, I've kept up w/my readings & journaling. I've been going to meetings daily since getting home from their home. It has helped tremendously. I also had a pretty deep conversation w/my sponsor. I admitted to him that I thought about drinking, especially while I was in FL making all the arrangements & dealing w/my very upset mother. I've also been getting down on my knees & praying to have the compulsion removed (every morning) & again at night to thank God for keeping me sober for another day. Somehow, that all came together to make the drinking thoughts lose their power.
I hope all is well w/all of you. I'm having a little bit of oral surgery this AM on top of everything else, but I know I'll be fine. Take care & I'll be back.
Love, Mary
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