Question: I have been very irritable, emotional, etc. the past two weeks. Perhaps it's because I am maintaining this AF path instead of just starting it (the "newness high" has worn off?) Anyway, I'm pretty "blah" and wonder if those who have begun this AF journey and appoached 60 days, etc., has had similar feelings???
Also, I have been exercising like crazy and watching my calories. I figured taking the bottle + 1/2 of wine out of the equation would be a cinch in losing a quick 10 pounds...that hasn't happened.
I've thought of the attraction to a ferris wheel vs. the dullness of the path as an analogy to my currrent state of mind: the ferris wheel lights up, is in motion, is "fun"; patiently traveling the path feels less "rewarding." The difference, of course, (which is a big difference!) is staying on the ferris wheel never allows me to ever move "on," whereas walking a path is getting me somewhere down the road.
Any thoughts/insights would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!
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