Well i was a brave girl and went for my assesment... to be honest i dont really feel like iv gotten anywhere yet. I just had to go over my whole life story and everything thats ever happened to me (which was quite traumatic) i suppose thay have to do that to get the assesment. Anyway..good news is iv been accepted and i have another appt on thurs to see thier doctor to review my medication...then after that ill get a course of treatment..but she said that all they do is treat you in behavioral techniches and how to control your moods...i will have to be reffered again for the therapy which will help me deal with all my past issues. She was v good though...when i told her that the prozac just werent working for me she said " if you have issues an problems that you need to resolve then no tablet will work for you..you might as well take annadin for a head ache and then bang your head against the wall, you need to address and face up to the issues that you have and until you do that you wont feel better". She was quite harsh but in a positive way.
I hope iv done the right thing and that this is my way out
Loves to all
Lou-Lou x x x
P.S. Bambs was an absolute star...made sure i went and was there for me afterwards, was so v nice to actualy meet her...Thanks Bambs x x
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