Hi everone-
Nice posts from everyone - I read everything. Kathy - thanks esp for your thoughts. The mind plays terrible games and I can so relate to making things in your mind fit the bottom line - which always seems to be - "I should just open a bottle of wine"
At least that is often my conclusion.
I also have to admit that as I was reading these just now I thought...well, no one said hello to me guess no one even notices that I'm here....poor me....perhaps I should 'open a bottle of wine'....I guess we are all a bit sensitive. Not sure why I expect everyone to know me so well when I don't post all that much!
But I decided to start posting whatever I think and feel - be myself. Always so afraid of rejection.
Well, to end on a very positive note....today is day 5 for me. I think I will have to count too for awhile Kathy.
Last Sun I went to New orleans for work - I was alone and decided wine for dinner was a good idea. I don't remember much about getting back to my hotel room and that scared me.
This sun I am going back to New orleans for work.....here is the part where I ask for help....will someone please, please ask me this sunday if I drank? Just knowing I'll be asked I think shouldl be enough.
Thanks to everyone...this site has helped me so much - sorry if I sounded whiney there-but I'm going to post before I start deleting parts of this
Lisa
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