Ok here goes...i have a confession to make which i feel really bad about, i drank last night...and i drank and i drank. I felt so bad about myself that i just wanted something face to face...to be honest i think i just wanted someone to tell me how stupid id been. I dont know why i didnt say sooner but i sort of didnt want you all to be ashamed of me or think bad...not that you would, but hey...drink fuelled paranoia
So this evening i went to an AA meeting, something iv never done and never thought i would...i didnt have to speak i just listened and i have to say it was intersesting. Not the kind of enviromnent id normaly put myself in which i was slightly uncomfortable with initailly but then i got so engrossed in listening to peoples stories that i forgot all that. I am still in two minds about it...dont know if its exactly "my thing"..buy hey, anything that helps further may be worth a go.
Thanks for listening guys an im sorry if i let you down by drinking last night, feel so guilty towards you all and myself....but we all have slips right??
Thank you all and loves as always
Lou-Lou x x x
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