Hello all! What a great feeling to be af for a week. Man how things feel so different after a few days of not drinking. im feeling life again, hardly thinking of alcohol after a week, (prob with the help of baflocen) and its just plain WEIRD. and different. and exciting! Im feeling slightly down of course, could be withdrawel, but most likely a mix as I believe I was always depressed somewhat before I became an alcoholic.
baflocen has helped a ton. so has antabuse-just to start me off i took that. i just cant get over how im slowly wanting to fix my life and let go of my bad relationship and conquer my dreams which were non existent with the alcohol keeping me a prisoner for the past few years. im only 28 and i cant waste away life. i need to find the man of my dreams and get married and have kids =) and graduate from my masters program, which i just made through this semester due to my alcoholism. how i dont know. (thank you GOD)
But its just so strange, and new, and weird to feel again. to think of things besides alcohol. its just a very strange experience!!
baflocen has helped a ton. so has antabuse-just to start me off i took that. i just cant get over how im slowly wanting to fix my life and let go of my bad relationship and conquer my dreams which were non existent with the alcohol keeping me a prisoner for the past few years. im only 28 and i cant waste away life. i need to find the man of my dreams and get married and have kids =) and graduate from my masters program, which i just made through this semester due to my alcoholism. how i dont know. (thank you GOD)
But its just so strange, and new, and weird to feel again. to think of things besides alcohol. its just a very strange experience!!
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